Alas.. She went away!

   Not only this time
it happens every day
  now I've forgotten
when did we meet and stay
   I don't believe it
but comes one day
  my dreams will shatter
in gift, goodbye will you say
  when I used to fall asleep
sweetly you used to wake me
  now it's absconding
but you never do that play
  aimlessly I travel town to town
walk every street and lawn
  but don't find the destination
like beggar I have to stay
where should I go my queen
   tell me though I'm so mean
just see how without you
  I've become like dusty clay
O pen just stop writing
about loyalty or disloyalty
you kept flowing down
  with new friend she fled away